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Sunday, April 10, 2011

vomit

its two fifty one am and i just got back in to bed. after only residing under slumber for a single hour i was seduced out of sleep only by the sound of hurling. basically my boyfriend drank too much red wine and proceeded to remove it from the deepths of his stomach. only problem is it landed on the sheets, mattress, floor, clothes, etc. many a things to toss in the morning, laundry is swiftly in effect, lysol....


Thursday, September 16, 2010

booradley

interview with 00 on tuesday.
Sorta just jumped in to it a week before.

now i'm here writing down mapquest directions
making tons of lists to get done/get ready
practicing Tell Me about yourselfs in the shower
researching skyWest and it's interview process
buying shoes, panty hose, shirt, makeup...

to be honest i am feeling a LOT of emetions right now and love just doesn't seem to be one of them.
Maybe that's just my way of dealing with the possibility of leaving but whatever it is, I don't like it.

 

ALso I had a dream this morning about having to fight a demon/dragon because i was forced and trained to (kind of like nikita)

"To dream of a dragon, could denote that you allow yourself to be governed by your passions, and that you are likely to place yourself in the power of your enemies through those outbursts of sardonic tend...encies. You should be warned by this dream to cultivate self-control."

 

bahahahahaha....umm okay right on the NOSE.

Well on another note,
I am sooo thankful and excited about the possibilty of working for skyWest. I've only heard great things and I've come to a place in my life where I know I'm ready for something like this.
:)


not even going to start on the possible outcomes.

 

 

 


Monday, July 26, 2010

era hold back.

Well I'm laying in bed right now pretty bored and tired and I realized I could probably update my xanga via the backflip...and well that seems to be where we're at now.

So I'm 22. I'm bored to tears. Frustrated. Disapointed. Crowded. Antsy. Lazy. Maybe even lost

I'm not saying I'm not happy. I'm just a lot of things that aren't happy. I love my job but its tiring and i,'m sick of making the drive. I miss my family and so don't at the same time. I want to spend time with my grandparents but somehow can't seem to get around to it. I want to move out but can't save any money because it all goes to gas and food I buy in fresno. Pretty sure I have a spending problem. It fills a void...that's for sure. I feel isolated.

I'm tempted by so much tom foolery its annoying. I've done a lot of things I swore id never do. But really I have everything I've wanted...in some twisted way. Or everything I want is just out of grasp so I have to be thankful for what I do have.

I'm mean and don't spend time with my friends. Wtfffffffff





At least I have God.


Friday, April 09, 2010

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I HATE PORN


Monday, March 01, 2010

worked out at crystal tree with michael
sauna
jacuzzi.

we're gonna try and go atleast 3 times a week.
it felt better the second time.

hopefully san fran this friday.
:)



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